Welcome to whylinger.blogspot.com I created this blog before being diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Posts prior to 2019 frame what was going through my mind at the time, and also frames how creative/productive and determined I can be during manic episodes. I've gone through a lot of changes since then and got a lot of help to stay mentally healthy. I am more than my bi-polar brain but welcome to the page and thanks for reading.
Thursday, 8 March 2012
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Ladies and gents,
Sorry for the delay for Part II, but we figure the climax build-up is totally worth it for you guys :)
In the meantime, I would like to testify and briefly say "Thank You Jesus"
Anyone who knew me last year at my worst knows that I ended up being hospitalized after
an anxiety attack\mental breakdown.
Not only was there a change happening physically, but spiritually, there was a spirit that was seeing it's way out of my life.
I could go on and give your the gritty details, but we shall leave that for a coffee date.
For now,
I just want to thank the Lord. Since my breakdown, it has been an uphill battle of crucifying flesh, letting go of people and letting go of old ways and STILL there is more to do as I grow in him and He grows in me.
I want to thank Him for giving me :
->Mental clarity, focus and awareness.
->peace that surpasses all understanding
->time
->compassion
but most of all...
HELPING ME UNDERSTAND WHAT TRUE LOVE IS REALLY ALL ABOUT
I am daily learning this, daily getting deeper...and I'm just honored that He would even consider me a candidate to work with Him to complete His work\plans.
He is good.
He is loving.
He is kind
and get this...
HE IS A GENTLEMAN :)
So ladies and gents,
let me leave you with this:
Don't give up! I know the storm is raging outside and you can't even look up to cry out to the heavens or even complete your prayer because you're so lost in what's going on but I've got something to tell you.
HE'S ALREADY FIXED IT.
HE'S ALREADY GOT YOU COVERED/PROTECTED
So, be still, and know that He is God and HE is in control.
On the real though, aren't you glad that it's someone like HIM that's in control and not someone like Lucifer?
I thank GOD! LOL
Good night and God bless you all xo
-Mbula Enobong
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